Got a bench press from Aj’s Dad.  It’s very exciting and fun.  Have to remember there are other areas to work; not just arms and chest.

There’s a snake in my jock!

My #cousin Des and me … On #easter #family #self

My #cousin Christopher — #self #easter — this is how we roll. Heh.

Mah sister and meeee … #self #easter #sister #sis #family

Everybody’s got issues.

Sleeping alone tonight is weird.

Growing up is saying ‘No’ when a friend wants to tell you a secret … And prefaces that with ‘you have to take this to your grave.’

Yah … No.

Enjoy your Easter everybody.  No matter your tradition or belief, you can always resurrect the Divinity inside you.  It never really passed.  It was always there.  It will always be there.


Guido Mocafico

Portraits of Modeled Glass Sea Creatures by Leopold and Rudolf Blaschka

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Yes this is great work you are doing! Really proud of you taking the time to work on you. Keep it up

Thank you for this. Much appreciated, thisishowtostay.

Due to a series of circumstances, I find myself in a bit of a financial crunch. I’m ashamed to say that I really let this get to me yesterday. And I took it out on my body; overeating bread sticks and pizza and sdfkjlasdkfj.

Here’s the real deal … there’s a poor kid inside me that not only wants money all the time and pulls self worth from having that money — but always wants to spend it, like it’s on fire.

My relationship to my body and to money are the focus of this year. It’s important for me to figure all this out and to let go of ingrained habits formed as a young person.

Money does not reflect my worth. People love me with or without money. I am inherently valuable. I forgive myself. I do not buy love. I embody love. I am worth being loved.

Short nap after work … then a work out … chest and arms. Feel the buuuuurn. >=)


Total lunar eclipse for the Americas on April 14th 15th 2014

To believe in a universe as young as six or seven thousand years old is to extinguish the light from most of the galaxy. Not to mention, the light from all the hundred billion other galaxies in the observable universe.