Got a bench press from Aj’s Dad. It’s very exciting and fun. Have to remember there are other areas to work; not just arms and chest.
There’s a snake in my jock!
Due to a series of circumstances, I find myself in a bit of a financial crunch. I’m ashamed to say that I really let this get to me yesterday. And I took it out on my body; overeating bread sticks and pizza and sdfkjlasdkfj.
Here’s the real deal … there’s a poor kid inside me that not only wants money all the time and pulls self worth from having that money — but always wants to spend it, like it’s on fire.
My relationship to my body and to money are the focus of this year. It’s important for me to figure all this out and to let go of ingrained habits formed as a young person.
Money does not reflect my worth. People love me with or without money. I am inherently valuable. I forgive myself. I do not buy love. I embody love. I am worth being loved.